Treasure the small moments

So we have court tomorrow... what will happen is any ones guess. i really just wish this would all end. The best outcome i can ask for is that the judge sees through all the lies and awards legal custody to me letting my husband return home and CPS to walk away.. the worst outcome is A; they remove C or that they say my husband can not return home and I then have to again make the choice of him staying gone or her leaving... How do i make that choice when i know this is all built on lies? I am so heartbroken..... All day i have been trying to figure out how i can fix this . Truth is i cant. no matter what i do i can not fix this, not for me,not for her and not for my kids... The extent some will go in order to hurt others with no regard for who suffers is remarkable to me. God has said we will face troubles and we will make it through them not always unharmed but we will make it. 
What if this gets to the next level because the lie is not working "enough" and charges are brought? what if jail is next? when is it enough??? I have been praying long and hard and often. this is not new but the prayers are new. instead of praying for school and such i am left to pray for my family, for us to be reunited and for the lies to end. Those who have chosen to forsake me and hurt me and my family at any cost may think they have knocked me down and perhaps they have to an extent but it only puts me in a better position to pray ..and pray i will!

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  1. Candi, what is happening for you guys with this little wonderful person? Was wondering about an update. HUGS!

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  2. we are all still together ,thank GOD but there are some stipulations to that. I am interning so that makes it super hard too. So far C is staying here and I pray and will continue to pray she remains here indefinably. Thank you for all your support lANA IT MEANS TONS AND TONS! i HAVE NOT BEEN ON fb OR ANYTHING MUCH WITH ALL THE CRAZINESS.

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